Allison Guilbault
this is the yes, I am too much™ revolution
Untamed Alchemy Bali Retreat
📅 April 11 - 18, 2026 💸 $5,555
💋Seven days devoted to embodied feminine audacity.
Untamed Alchemy is a seven-day immersion into feminine power, sensual embodiment, ritual depth, and the wildly exciting energy of unapologetic self-discovery.
Space is intentionally limited.
Applications closing soon!
I am going to start with a story.
In 2022, I went to Bali on a spur of the moment retreat.
I need to be clear that I did not know the women going.
I did not know the land or the culture. I did not know the host.
The only thing I knew back then was that I was
burnt out, exhausted and looking for something to excite me.
The idea of a week away from my partner, my obligations, my routine inside of a lush jungle felt spontaneous, adventurous, and...admittedly, off brand.
Mostly, the idea of going on an international retreat, alone, scared the crap out of me. And what didn't terrify me, certainly at least intimidated me.
I didn't even have any concept of what it was like to be in air for more than a day. It was the most expensive trip I had ever even considered. I wasn't sure what they ate, or what they wore, and honestly, I wasn't even sure I knew where Bali was.
I could have easily come up with a trillion reasons to justify that it was a bad time or that it could wait.
But something in the back of my mind kept pulling me back towards that page, to that retreat, to Bali, to the permission to say fuck it and go.
I know now that the relentless uneasiness every time I tried to excuse the opportunity for another time was actually an enormous signal, a beacon from my inner knowing, pushing me on the path to the life I always wanted.
But then? I just knew I was ready to pack my bags and take a trip to paradise.
The permission your soul is begging for
There is something about being in the right place with the right people at the right time that doesn't translate well into words; an experience that once you have it, you know that nothing else will be the same. For me, that was everything about my experience in Bali.
Not only did I see incredible things, taste indulgent delights and meet some incredible women (some of who are coming back with me this time), but the plot twist I never saw coming was just how deep my self-discovery could go when I gave it the permission and the space to invite it in.
Since that time in Bali, my marriage improved significantly. I left my job and started two of my own businesses. I make more money than I ever did hustling for Corporate America. I am in the middle of getting a book deal and have a top-10%, world rated podcast. I have appeared on TV, in major publications, have an instragram following and a committed newsletter community. And during this time, I completed 18 months of IVF and had my now-feral toddler. Honestly, my life has truly never been happier.
And it all started in Bali.
In Bali, I found my way back to my heart, my soul, my deeper purpose, my confidence, and my too much.
I believe this so viscerally, even now, that I have made it my soul-mission to keep going back to Bali, each and every time with even more awareness and intention, which is exactly what I will be doing this April.
But this time,
I am bringing ten women with me.
The too much woman says yes.
I have spent fifteen years facilitating safe and exciting spaces for women, with a passion to seduce everything about you that has been called too much out of hiding.
I combine my love of travel, my obsession with self exploration and expression, and my zone of genius in helping women reconnect to their passion, pleasure, and purpose.
Every experience in this retreat has been hand-selected by me to evoke your spirit, your sense-of-self, your intrigue to self-rediscovery.
You will not be handed a schedule and told to figure it out. You will not be googling restaurants, converting currency or wondering if you packed the right thing.
Every detail has been thought of, arranged and handled before you even land, so that all you need to do is show up exactly as you are and lean into the experience as it is meant to unfold.
The Luxury of Being Unneeded
One of the most important visions I had when creating this retreat was to give the woman coming a sense of freedom: freedom to hear her own voice again, freedom to be released from the obligation of all the decisions and the freedom to come as she is and take what she needs.
Some days will be paced slowly to sit in the experience of having time and no responsibility and feel like a breath of fresh air. Some days we will let our inner child rejoice in play, spontaneity and connection. Other days we will let down our hair and lay down our inhibitions and get a little feral. And some days we will lean into more quiet reflection and have a deep think and a pool-side book.
Regardless of the agenda, know that all the details have been ironed out: The menus have been perfectly prepared. The rituals, ceremony and beauty will blow your mind. The land will be unlike anything else. The group is deliberately small.
There will be space for delight, indulgence, connection, silence, and holy-shit aha moments.
It is, quite frankly, just the kind of experience you have to see for yourself.
Read this before you apply.
I need to be really clear here: there is a reason I require an application:
This experience is not for everyone. The retreat that I am presenting requires honestly, vulnerability, open-mindedness and a sense of adventure. Women looking for a vacation, a space to check out or a party vibe would be incredibly disappointed.
This experience is a living, breathing embodiment of everything I have worked for, learned and experienced and I take who comes with me very seriously.
With that said, I cannot freaking wait to see the beautiful women who are meant to take those last three spaces.
Applications close March 11.
Seduce Your Too Much
If you are new here, Hey! I am Allison Guilbault,
Licensed Therapist, outspoken feminist, and creator of the Yes, I Am Too Much™ Revolution.
I have a fancy resume that you can read about on my bio, but the thing I am bringing to Bali is not only 15+ years of experience helping women re-discover purpose, passion and pleasure, but my own perfectly imperfect self.
In Bali, you will be invited to my Signature Workshops: Desire Mapping and Yes, I Am Too Much™.
which are specifically for women just like you: the ones who do everything for everyone all the damn time and still wonder if they are doing enough. My workshops are practice in self-reverence, unapologetic permission and spicy audacity and I love hosting each and every one I do.
But, in Bali, I am also coming as a student, a sister, and just a too much woman with the same commitment to exploration, growth and adventure as you.
I tell you this because I want you to know that the transformation you experience to Bali is deeply important to me as a mentor and a facilitator, of course, but the bigger reason I host these experiences is I know just how hard it can be to get by, and also how incredible it can be when you let go.
Sample Itinerary
Day One: Let Yourself Land
📅 Saturday, April 11, 2026 - Full Pink Moon 🌕
From the moment you land, you are received.
You are picked up, driven through the lush green heart of Bali, and brought to our private retreat home, a luxury jungle sanctuary with villas overlooking rice fields so beautiful your eyes will weep in joy.
The afternoon is yours to unpack, shower, wander, stare at the trees, soak in the tub, take a nap, sit on your balcony with a book, and let your system register that no one needs you right now.
As evening arrives, we gather for a traditional Balinese Welcome Ceremony led by a local shaman, a sacred ritual of blessing and protection, designed to cleanse the energy of those entering a new space and open the heart to what is ahead.
And then we celebrate. As the sun sets and the pink
full moon peaks, we will meet by the crystal infused firepit and immerse ourselves in a dance party.
You'll remember what it feels like to lay your inhibitions down and swing your booty without the crutch of liquid courage or the fear of being judged.
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Day Two: Rage + Release
📅 Sunday, April 12, 2026
You'll rise to a bed to yourself with no one interrupting you. Sleep in. Shake off the jet lag. Take a peaceful walk. Enjoy a savory breakfast or indulge in an included massage, whatever your gorgeous heart leans towards.
In the afternoon, you will be invited into an epically powerful mind and body experience of emotional and energetic release. Through guided breathwork and somatic wisdom, we’ll move old emotions, guilt, rage, stagnant energy, and outdated identities that are being held captive in the body. We will feel into what it is like to finally put the weight down and take in all that big, beautiful space that is now available.
In the evening, we will go to a 2-3 hour culinary event at one of Ubuds most desired restaurants, then get treated to a famous dessert before strolling through the lantern-lit streets of Downtown Ubud, alive with music, art and possibility
Day Three: Invitation into Stillness
📅 Monday, April 13, 2026
We begin with meditation with Buddhist monks from the Bali Meditation Center. They will share with us ancient wisdom on how to get our minds to slow down and our hearts and bodies to wake up.
The spacious afternoon is yours so you may embody the luxury of unscheduled time. An optional waterfall excursion will be available, but you are free to come with, enjoy another massage, or just hang by the pool.
That evening, we drop into yin yoga, a practice for yoga enthusiasts and nay-sayers alike. You will learn beautiful skills that you can take home with you as you cozy up with a pillow in our private moonlit chalet. Let your tension melt before heading off to your own bed in your luxury villa where you can get intentional rest rather than passing out from exhaustion.
Day Four: The Sacred Feminine and Fire
📅 Tuesday, April 14, 2026
The morning session is to honor the parts of ourselves that often get a bad rap: our masculine and our fire. We will immerse ourselves in an embodiment session where we will energetically weave both the masculine protector and the sensual feminine and feel into different aspects of self.
The afternoon is once again yours to claim. Check out the monkey sanctuary, enjoy another massage or just spend the day on a hammock or touring a rice plantation.
As night is cast, we’ll gather under the stars for a sacred fire ceremony led by a Balinese shaman. Rooted in ancient ritual, with flame, chanting, and divine intention, you’ll offer your fears, doubts, and dusty old trash talk to the fire while anchoring into the power of the glorious unicorn you are becoming.
Day Five: Opening of the Heart
📅 Wednesday, April 15
Our morning begins with a guided breathwork experience that is equal parts release and revelation, guided with music that takes you somewhere you cannot reach by thinking.
Then we move into ceremony.
In the late afternoon, we enter a Cacao ceremony. Cacao ceremonies are an ancient Balinese ritual that is meant to open your heart, heal blockages and let go of negative energy. It is a collective experience where the group connects to and forms a unique voice and body, singing mantras and dancing for the Universe. You will leave lighter, happier, and more connect.
In the evening, we will hit the town or call in room service, your call, as your experience what it feels like to roll with the punches and the glorious freedom of not having an agenda.
Day Six: Release + Reinvention
📅 Thursday, April 16, 2026
In a session with me, we initiate into the Yes, I Am
Too Much™ Revolution through my Signature Workshop Desire Mapping. We will explore who you are, what you want, and how to get it and reclaim the parts of you that have been labeled excessive, intimidating, dramatic, greedy, loud, sexual, emotional, inconvenient, too much.
We take those labels off the floor where you have been tripping over them and put them back where they belong, at the center of your life.
In the afternoon, we journey to Bali’s holy water temples for purification, a ritual that has been happening for generations, inviting you to release old stories, old shame, old roles, and let something new take root.
In the evening, we come back to our incredible home base and allow the chefs to blow our minds with a culinary adventure that will rock even our most dormant senses.
Day Seven: Wild Beauty in Incredible Nature
📅 Thursday, April 17, 2026
Rise with the sun so we can depart from Ubud and head to the harbor, where a high-speed boat will carry us across the sparkling Bali Sea to the island of Nusa Penida.
Known for its towering cliffs, turquoise waters, and white-sand beaches, Nusa Penida is Bali’s wild, untamed masterpiece. We’ll spend the day exploring its iconic coastline, taking in breathtaking viewpoints, and letting the raw beauty of the island move through us. Expect plenty of photo-worthy moments, grounding pauses by the sea, and a taste of Bali’s most unforgettable landscapes.
By evening, we’ll journey back to Ubud, arriving just in time to share a soul-nourishing dinner together at the retreat center.
✨ Prefer a slower pace? For those who’d rather not commit to a full-day adventure, you can remain at our serene home base: indulge in a massage, soak in the pool, or wander into Ubud town for a leisurely day of shopping and cafés.
Day Eight: A Sacred Return
📅 April 18, 2025
You’re invited to begin this final morning slowly ,with movement, journaling, or quiet reflection.
A space will be open for those who wish to gather one last time but with zero obligation or any pressure.
You will be seen off to the airport or your next destination with hugs, gratitude and a new idea of what comes next.
Things you need to know:
This is a completely 100% alcohol free retreat
I believe many of the most intuitive, successful women I know choose to live alcohol‑free and this retreat is created with that same intention. This is a sacred space to explore, to be mindful, vulnerable, and deeply spiritual. Alcohol and other mind‑numbing substances are not permitted at any time, including privately.
While you don’t need to live an entirely alcohol‑free lifestyle year‑round, you must be fully comfortable not drinking at all during this experience. For that reason, this retreat is best suited for someone who already has the skills, support, and comfort level to navigate an alcohol‑free environment. This program is not appropriate for active drinkers, and attendees are expected to have at least a few months of experience living alcohol‑free.
⚠ Accessibility Notice
This retreat is not suitable for individuals with limited mobility or significant health concerns. Please be aware:
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The property and excursions are not wheelchair accessible.
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Guests may encounter uneven terrain and stairways of up to 300 steps at a time.
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Activities may require moderate to strenuous physical ability.
By proceeding, you acknowledge and accept that the retreat may present physical demands that could limit participation.
Full Payment Required
A full payment is required to secure your spot. Payment plans may be available through Affirm. Options provided at checkout.
Cancellation Policy
Payments are non-refundable • A transfer of your spot may be considered only at my discretion and must be requested in writing at least 30 days before the retreat.
Travel Insurance (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED)
Comprehensive travel insurance is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED for all attendees. It protects your investment in case of illness, delays, or unexpected events and ensures you’re covered for international travel.
Other Essentials
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Airfare is not included in your retreat investment.
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You must have a valid passport (check that it’s valid at least 6 months past April 2026 and that it has at least two blank pages).
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If you do not have a valid passport, please know that processing may take several months. Please plan accordingly.
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You will need a visa upon arrival that can be purchased at the airport.
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